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On the evening of 20 December 1998, I received a call from my mother ... it's Jörgen ... badly damaged ... shot ... she racked up.


Jorgen! ... My beloved brother!

Mom! ... How could she survive this stab in the heart?

My beloved Mother who always come when I needed her, been there ... never judgmental.

I have to take care of Mom, I have to take care of this.


1 2 3 petrified.

Be cold and hard as stone.

Do not feel.

Think.

Do not do anything in affect.

Display nothing.

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I took my bag put on my boots ... and went out ... like a stone stood with hatred as a companion ... the only feeling I could petrify.